What if you are free

What if you were free, what are you supposed to understand?

I will stop teaching and start studying more seriously
I will move to the provinces on my own and learn to rely on myself.
I will look for a skill or job (occasional job) for a source of income that I can live on + #4
I started saving, then I invested and increased my income.
By investing, buying an apartment with a monthly savings share that increases over time (I know it's not easy)
In about four years my income will be good enough for an engagement if I like one.
I spend my time reading, reciting the Quran, exercising, self-discovery and improvement away from the wrong inputs in my head and the inhibitions of family, relatives, society and their customs and traditions.
Plan my life on a larger scale, and move quickly towards the boundless people I want
Anticipate this is what I will do, just know that life is not perfect as in my answer, the path is not easy but I love it, I will try to take a similar path in the future, I pray for success

What is the best decision you made in your life

The art of loosening my grip on the things and people I love
Certainly not all relationships or things are measured this way, there are things we should not let go of,

Only specialize in deadly and unclear relationships, because your energy in attraction becomes opposite

And as long as you're still trying, you won't know who's trying for you

So you should stop and see the frame from afar, perhaps what you are seeking is not seeking you

The end of the experience of this art is to train the soul and the heart to leave everyone who does not make an effort commensurate with your desire for it, and that there is no regret for those who pave the way to remove himself from your life, and as it is said:
1- Make the book your companion. You will learn the experiences of the years from the great writers. Read about literature, self-development, history, etc.
2- Volunteer in any charitable organization near you. Through your volunteering, you will learn communication skills, so you will deal with the old and the young, and those of your age. You will also learn giving, and you will discover yourself and what you love.
3- Try many new things, do not be afraid to experiment, try to write, try to learn programming, try traveling, etc. The experience will make you discover your passion and what you love. It is not a condition that everything you try will master or love, but with every new experience you will know what you love. And what do you hate and you will surely find your passion one day.
4- When you discover your passion and what you love, focus on it. Focus on one thing that will make you an expert in it in a short time. Do not distract yourself. Imagine someone who has a passion for teaching, so he reads in his field, volunteers in his field, and also works in his field. How much experience will he gain in a short time? .
One should leave things if they see their sunset before they leave him.

It is a kind of lightness to go on like this. You are not clinging or waiting for anything from anyone. This is the best decision I made for myself.